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Today is not a good day
Life has been good lately. I’ve felt good in my therapy. I’ve had a friend visit from out of town. I’ve had a caring and understanding boyfriend when I explain why I have to miss events that are family focused … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, depression, fix this shit, girl, ice cube, life, mental health, mental illness, today is not a good day, whatever, woman
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Isolated
No one likes to feel that way. Like you’re the one who crashed the party. Like you’re the one there because you are OBLIGATED to be invited, not because you are wanted. I see the little hints. I see … Continue reading
I find it amazing that I can be in the middle of a madhouse of chaos and yet feel so disconnected, absent, and invisible. Everyday I put on a scene that I am good. I fight it every single day. … Continue reading
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Tagged depressed, depression, forgotten, girl, hate this, hell on earth, ignored, infp, life, this is hell, woman
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Fuck you Depression
I try to be the most positive person alive, but I fail a lot. I have that engrained feeling of immediate negativity. Double that with depression, and it’s like a small drop of water can end up being a whole … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, depression, girl, life, mental health, mental illness, negative, sad, sadness
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The six months I spent on leave weren’t a vacation. I had 7-8 mental health appointments per month I had to attend, at a minimum of $20 per appointment. A list of medication so long that make your head spin. … Continue reading
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Tagged alone, anxiety, depression, girl, life, mental health, mental illness
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The other day I was walking in the park. I turned a corner and I felt and heard the wind blow. I was under a canopy of trees and the small burst of wind made the tops of trees swirl … Continue reading
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Tagged all things end, beautiful, death, fall, life, live life, nature, park, seasons, the end
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Season changes are hard for me. I find the inability to be near water and calming my nerves as something I panic about. Where do I go to calm myself? Like my safety net has been frozen over by nature … Continue reading
I hate this bitch that’s visiting me
My friend depression has skyrocket back to center stage of my life again. That little bitch that never leaves when you tell her to, beg her to, attempt to medicate away….yes, that one. She doesn’t seem to understand she’s not … Continue reading
I’m miserable
I’m back at work after 5.5 months. I’m doing a training. I am miserable. I need a new job so bad. Life shouldn’t be this miserable at a job. It sucks the life from me. It pulls the enjoyment from … Continue reading
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Tagged alone, employment, girl, help me, horrible, life, lost, miserable, need new job, sad, unhappy, work
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Waves
I wish I was sitting at the beach. The waves come and go. They roll in and crash. The tide comes and goes. It never stops. It keeps going. An endless cycle. Yet a cycle of beauty and a … Continue reading
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Tagged anxiety, crashing, depression, girl, let go, life, personal, problems, waves
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Lynnie The Gooner 